Still bothering me

I forgot to mention one other detail about the date Sunday night. He said I have this goody two shoes ora about me. I really don't know how to take it, and for some reason it bothers me. I came back with the time I got kicked out of the bar in Loveland, the fact that I have a tatoo, that somewhere (actually I know exactly where it is) there is a CD with explicit photos of me, and few other details. Just because I know that there is a time and place for everything and I know how to behave in certain situations doesn't by any stretch of the imagination mean that I'm uptight and don't know how to have fun. Honestly, none of this should get to me, but it does. Only proving once again that I care far too much what other people think about me. I mean it was only a first date and I already stated that I wasn't completely hooked myself. So what the hell is my problem.

For the other problem in my life, I figured out what it is! I need something different. I want so much more out of life than what I have. And what is that you ask? Well I have a 6 day a week job that only helps me get by, I still live paycheck to paycheck, I can't ever seem to put money aside so I might be able to get ahead. Because I'm the only employee here, I can't take a day off, I can't get sick, I can't go anywhere anyway because I can't afford it or the day off. I want to be able to take day trips, travel in and outside the U.S., contribute more to society. Short and sweet, I want more. Honestly I don't think I'm asking for much either. Just more than the same day in day out routine, never going anywhere. So now the question is how do I get there from here?