There's No Road Coming Back This Way...

THIS is my letter to the world, That never wrote to me,— The simple news that Nature told, With tender majesty. Her message is committed To hands I cannot see; For love of her, sweet countrymen, Judge tenderly of me! Emily Dickinson

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Just a 30 something,divorced, disillusioned woman trying to find humanity in the big city.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

That's what friends are for

So I have got the best roommate in the world. She completely knows where I'm coming from with B because she has one of her own. Although he didn't lie to her or cheat on her. Still she knows. She is so very supportive. She informed me last night that I'm bigger than this. That I can handle anything because it's just temporary and I'm not. She tells me how beautiful I am, and how much B's new girl looks like me. (It's true, he's dating my twin.) How he's only using her to kill time. What she doesn't know is that it's also probably true, B can't be alone. Never has been. She says the only reason he moved on so fast is because he is a liar, even to himself. That I'm much more honest and real and that's the only reason I haven't yet. I am honest with myself and my feelings. This all coming from her, not me.
Tonight we're going out for my b-day. She seems to think I need a cowboy. Never hurts. Here's my quote on that advice...

"Save a horse, ride a cowboy."

Sorry I'm still whinning about B. It might be a little more. I'm trying not to force the situation and just feel it. Otherwise I don't believe I'll truely be able to move on. I'd just be lying to myself, and I'm not him. Thanks for listening.

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