Bittersweet

I've been feeling very bittersweet the past couple of days and can't place my finger on what it is. Yes my love life is still wondeful. I am stressing about my parents and my job, but if I don't have something to worry about then I'd probably keel over then and there. When I'm around BR I'm happy and calm. When it's me left to my own devices my head starts to run away with itself. A and I did cards last night and I was told to quit worring and follow my feelings. Trust my instincts and just let it be. I've been trying really I have. Maybe a session with P would help. I'll have to ask her. Maybe just a chat with her would help. My voice of reason, she always has the level head.