Say what you will

Maybe I'm a glutten for punishment, maybe this time will be different. BR and I discussed the whole issue with the girl back in Idaho. I'm going to give him a chance. One day at a time. I'm never going to move if I don't put myself out there and give people a chance. I'm trying very hard to remember that not all guys are the same. They aren't all clones of B walking around, and not all of them are out to hurt me. It's something that on a surface level I have known just not accepted. I'm going into this cautiously and with eyes wide open. He has promised to be upfront and honest with me. That's all I can ask for at this point. In turn I promise the same. Wish me luck because honestly I feel as though I have stuck my hand in light socket.