Spinning wheel

Up, down, round, and round, it's all the same old shit. I'm tired of going round and round and ending back where I started. My life to this point is going in circles and I don't know how to get off. I turn 32 in just over a month and have accomplished nothing I had planned to have done at this point. I know that life happens and often times screws plans up, but I can't mark even one thing off my list. I have the opportunity to change the coarse now with my job. Problem being as I said in another post that I'm not even sure how to do that. I'm not changing my stance on the fact that everything will work out. I just want something different. I need for things to change not just work out. I want things to change. Time to make another list.
As for match, my heart's just not in it right now. I talked to one guy for a little bit, but there wasn't enough to keep us talking. Oh well. Mostly my fault because I wasn't putting forth any effort. Just need to step back from that for now anyway. When the time is right it'll happen. Same with the job. This is it though, this is the turning point for my life. Kind of an intimidating feeling.