There's No Road Coming Back This Way...

THIS is my letter to the world, That never wrote to me,— The simple news that Nature told, With tender majesty. Her message is committed To hands I cannot see; For love of her, sweet countrymen, Judge tenderly of me! Emily Dickinson

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Just a 30 something,divorced, disillusioned woman trying to find humanity in the big city.

Monday, March 13, 2006

The Cards

A is very into astrology and all that stuff. I believe in it, but don't quite have her obsession. (I have other obsessions.) Anyway, she has bought a new set of cards and is trying to learn them. So she did my cards a few times Friday night. It always gets creepy for me when the same ones keep popping up. One of the ones I kept getting says that someone from my past is going to try to come back in my life. My mind immediately goes to B. Not the one I mentioned off match, but the B, my exhusband B. He has tried to come back numerous times and each time I get my heart broken. It never seems to work. I question the fact that it's him though because he's in Florida. So if it's not him, then who?
A is still a beginner at the card thing. She usually gets it right with me, but this deck is new. So, I'm wondering if maybe it's just the past is interferring with my present. I asked the cards when I would find the relationship I want. And the Charlie Chapman card as I call it kept coming up. Like I said it's supposed to mean that someone from the past is going to come back. Sometimes though cards have different meanings for us. Knowing the difficulty I'm having in dating, well it kind of makes sense. Not that anyone is coming back, but that I'm letting the past mess up my future.
At this point it's the only logical answer. I can't come up with one person from my past that would try to come back. I've only had a few exs try to come back and they don't know where I am. And that was so very long ago. Not counting B of coarse. I really just can't see it being him at this point. I know - let it go. That's what I'm doing right now. My lord , my angels it is in your hands now.

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