Patience

The primary four letter word in any guy's vocabulary. I think that they enjoy it as much as the word "friends". At this point in time though any relationship with me will require just that, patience, and lots of it. I believe that a good relationship starts as friends. It gives a solid foundation and time to build trust. I have so very little trust. I'm very cynical and when I'm paid a compliment I look for the alterior motive. On the surface I know that not every guy is an ass and a liar. My roommate suggested the 3 strike rule. I gave B millions of chances and he broke every one of them. I'm so naive that I just want to know immediately when I'm being played. Since I don't have that 6th sense then I get walked on by many people. So the 3 strike rule is very good idea. "Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me." I want to able to trust, love, and live life again. So Play Ball!