I'm messed up

One two and half hour conversation in 14 years and she says that I'm messed up. Ok, yes I am, but she doesn't know the half of it. She also says that I still look just like I did in highschool. Here I thought that I'd grown up pretty well. Guess not. I had a lot of issues in highschool and instead of taking care of them back then they've grown. Now they are adult size highschool issues. That seriously sucks to admit.
I'm glad she found me. We had a good talk last night. It brought back all kinds of memories. She had read some of this blog and my fear of being forgotten and told me how often they wondered about me. Thank you very much for that, but I really meant B. It sucks to love someone so completely and just be forgotten. I know for the most part he's not worth it, but I gave my everything and then some to him and us. Anywho. It was a good talk. She's been through a lot in the past 14 years, but sounds fairly happy now and I'm happy for her. She deserves it.
Hits with the new pics are still climbing at record pace. Gotta love it. TTFN