Ok

So I just sent an apology to him. The one that I probably hurt 11 years ago. Yes, a bit over due, but he deserves it. Reason number 1 being that he did absolutely nothing to deserve how I treated him back then. He was a perfect boyfriend and a very nice person. Number 2 reason is that I made contact with him out of nowhere. If I'm going to just show back up then I need to apologize for my actions no matter how long ago. No excuses, no strings, just one big I'm sorry. It feels good.

As for online dating. Well, my picture is up and I'm atracting more guys, none of whom I'd even consider. So I'm trying to be patient and hope that something will come of this.

As for my job. No changes yet, just a lot of advice. I'll keep you posted on everything. For now I need to pretend like I work here.