Here...There
A hates hororscopes because they tend to be to broad. I always check mine and BR's; mostly just for a laugh. Sometimes they hit too close to home.
Your friends may see you as quite stubborn today, even if you aren't expressing the real power of your desires. Perhaps you feel that what you really want is so far outside the range of acceptability that you refrain from telling them anything at all. This, in turn, can make you feel disconnected from others. It's not an all-or-nothing thing. Small risks will be rewarded.
Yesterday's hit me too, but I already mentioned that. Here's my issue lately 1) BR. Every other day he changes his mind. He's moving back here, I'm moving up there, and even when I get to see him next. 2) Dr. The deal was if no one bought the practice by the end of October then we would close by the end of the year. So the other day I asked what the next step was and got my head bit off. I just feel as though every time I think I know what's going on, everyone decides to change it on me. This is my life too that they are messing with. Yet, they don't seem to notice or even care.
Well, I feed BR the whole story the other night. He is being completely supportive and understanding. Then I talked to A about it last night. Here's exactly how she put it..."You're here, until you're there, and then you're there." Make any sense? It did to me. She even did the Grover here, there bit. I love that girl :lol:. Basically, don't let them control my life. It is my life, and I have to live it, and with the choices I make. No more letting them make all the decisions for me. Until, (and it may never happen) BR and I decide that I'm moving to WY, I'm here. I have to live here and when the other options come up, I will cross that bridge when I get to it. Am I making any sense? I made Dr a promise that I would stick it out here until the end of the year. That, I will do. I know for a fact how much BR loves me, and I love him. That is going to have to do for now.
I really wish I wasn't such a control freak. Luckily, it's just me that I have to control. I hate the unkown when it comes to my life. I know that I need to learn how to just let it be. That for me is a lot easier said than done. I don't know how to do it.
"Cheshire-Puss," she began, rather timidly, as she did not at all know whether it would like the name: however, it only grinned a little wider. "Come, it's pleased so far," thought Alice, and she went on. "Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.
"I don't much care where-" said Alice.
"Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat.
"-so long as I get somewhere," Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."
Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
Your friends may see you as quite stubborn today, even if you aren't expressing the real power of your desires. Perhaps you feel that what you really want is so far outside the range of acceptability that you refrain from telling them anything at all. This, in turn, can make you feel disconnected from others. It's not an all-or-nothing thing. Small risks will be rewarded.
Yesterday's hit me too, but I already mentioned that. Here's my issue lately 1) BR. Every other day he changes his mind. He's moving back here, I'm moving up there, and even when I get to see him next. 2) Dr. The deal was if no one bought the practice by the end of October then we would close by the end of the year. So the other day I asked what the next step was and got my head bit off. I just feel as though every time I think I know what's going on, everyone decides to change it on me. This is my life too that they are messing with. Yet, they don't seem to notice or even care.
Well, I feed BR the whole story the other night. He is being completely supportive and understanding. Then I talked to A about it last night. Here's exactly how she put it..."You're here, until you're there, and then you're there." Make any sense? It did to me. She even did the Grover here, there bit. I love that girl :lol:. Basically, don't let them control my life. It is my life, and I have to live it, and with the choices I make. No more letting them make all the decisions for me. Until, (and it may never happen) BR and I decide that I'm moving to WY, I'm here. I have to live here and when the other options come up, I will cross that bridge when I get to it. Am I making any sense? I made Dr a promise that I would stick it out here until the end of the year. That, I will do. I know for a fact how much BR loves me, and I love him. That is going to have to do for now.
I really wish I wasn't such a control freak. Luckily, it's just me that I have to control. I hate the unkown when it comes to my life. I know that I need to learn how to just let it be. That for me is a lot easier said than done. I don't know how to do it.
"Cheshire-Puss," she began, rather timidly, as she did not at all know whether it would like the name: however, it only grinned a little wider. "Come, it's pleased so far," thought Alice, and she went on. "Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.
"I don't much care where-" said Alice.
"Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat.
"-so long as I get somewhere," Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."
Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
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