Can't win for losing

So I answered the message from match yesterday. Actually I talked to 3 different guys yesterday. The one I liked though didn't answer me back again. I'm so very frustrated with this whole f'n mess. That's going to have to be my next session with P - Patiene. I have none when it comes to my life. I am so very tired of everything right now. I feel as though everything makes me cry lately. Today it's a very strong sensation. I just want to disappear right now. I want to run away crying. I don't want to be found, and yet I need to be held. There is no one I can turn to and no where for me to turn either. I can not take this anymore. Something has to change and change NOW! What the hell am I going to do? I'll take any outside advice right now. Bueller? Bueller? Bueller?