Be careful what you wish for

I hate it when I'm right. I hate when other people are right. Why can't we all just get along? So M never called last night like he said he would. I've been played. Well, not really. Have you still been played when you knew exactly what was going on? It's not like I even ignored it. I just choose to sit back and enjoy the ride. I am far from stupid. All the signs were there and I even said it out loud. Maybe that's where it all went wrong. Never say the negative out loud. Not giving up yet, but I'm also not putting all my eggs in one basket ,so to speak. I am a human being. No - I'm a dedicated, exciting, loyal, playful, helpful, intelligent, natural, elegant, - beautiful, sexy, fun, kind, loving, gental woman! Damn it I'm a hell of a catch. I'm not egotistical believe it or not. I just felt like I needed to make the list. Now the trick is to find someone else that sees all of that in me too. I don't think that I'm really asking for all that much. So why the hell is it taking so long?