There's No Road Coming Back This Way...

THIS is my letter to the world, That never wrote to me,— The simple news that Nature told, With tender majesty. Her message is committed To hands I cannot see; For love of her, sweet countrymen, Judge tenderly of me! Emily Dickinson

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Just a 30 something,divorced, disillusioned woman trying to find humanity in the big city.

Friday, July 28, 2006

TGIF!!!

So things are edging their way back to normalcy with BR and I. After everything that went down last weekend it takes time. It's not as though we had a spat and then some makeup sex to take away the ouch. This was a sizeable disagreement. You work through a resolution, but then you're still kind of on eggshells for a day or two. He has also worked through some of his own issues this week. All the way around not a great week for us, but we made it through. No matter what was going on we still went to bed in eachothers arms and said I love you everyday. That's a kind of reassurance that you can't buy. It's the, yes we are having a disagreement, but that doesn't change my feelings for you. My parents used to tell me that all the time " I might not like what you're doing, but I will always love you." There is a certain secureness in those words that you can't touch. BR never had that growing up. He had nonexistent parents that left him to raise himself and his 2 sisters. Do I feel sometimes as though I'm being tested to see if I really will love him no matter what. Sure. One day at a time though and we are only becoming stronger.

Side note to Hopeless... I completely agree. Life would be very boring if "we all just got along". :)

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