TGIF!!!
So things are edging their way back to normalcy with BR and I. After everything that went down last weekend it takes time. It's not as though we had a spat and then some makeup sex to take away the ouch. This was a sizeable disagreement. You work through a resolution, but then you're still kind of on eggshells for a day or two. He has also worked through some of his own issues this week. All the way around not a great week for us, but we made it through. No matter what was going on we still went to bed in eachothers arms and said I love you everyday. That's a kind of reassurance that you can't buy. It's the, yes we are having a disagreement, but that doesn't change my feelings for you. My parents used to tell me that all the time " I might not like what you're doing, but I will always love you." There is a certain secureness in those words that you can't touch. BR never had that growing up. He had nonexistent parents that left him to raise himself and his 2 sisters. Do I feel sometimes as though I'm being tested to see if I really will love him no matter what. Sure. One day at a time though and we are only becoming stronger.
Side note to Hopeless... I completely agree. Life would be very boring if "we all just got along". :)
Side note to Hopeless... I completely agree. Life would be very boring if "we all just got along". :)


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